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Guilt
Saturday, May 9, 2009

I've never;
felt heartbroken over a guy.
loved a guy so much that it hurt whenever I knew that he would never love me back.
cried a million tears because of how much it hurt.
wished that I was the girl he was with.

and I feel so guilty whenever I see people, especially my dearest friends, falling head over heels for a guy, only to get heartbroken in the end.
Because I know, they deserve love much more than me.
Don't get me wrong, I like my guy right now, love him in fact. But, I get so unhappy when I see my friends sad while I'm perfectly fine with my relationship.

 
They deserve to be loved and I don't.